Rising

With You around
I always felt confident
Walked with a spring in My steps
Always said that I am like the Phoenix
I will rise from the ashes for You are there
And then it happened
I did get burned to the Ground
And You were there in the distance
With an outstretched hand
But I couldn't rise up
I couldn't muster all that
I thought I had stored in me
Oh where do I go from here
I have let myself down
And more importantly I have let you down
And if I do rise now
I won't be able to look you in the Eyes