The Truth

Feels like an eternity
This wait for Nirvana.
Beginning to think
It is all a Mirage
Concocted by the Mind
So Hope is not lost.
Everywhere I Look
Everything I shake down
Is Hollow from the Inside.
Appearances never tell the Whole story.

Nothing Left

On the Same Road Again
Every Curve
Every Turn
Familiar
The Path to Nowhere
I am on it
An Addict
I just want that Feeling
And then You tell Me
I must let Go
There is nothing Left to Hang on to.

Valentine

I remember
Walking up to You
With a Straight Face
And Wishing You
A Happy Valentine's Day
Did not Ask You to be My Valentine
Just wished You
Love
For I am a Firm Believer
That Love Is Eternal
We have to feel it
Sense it
Always Inside Us
The Essence of Life.

Never Give Up

I can feel it
A deep dull Rumbling Inside
Tectonic Plates Colliding
An Earthquake Within
Shakes Me
Calm on the Outside
I go about my Day
Smiling
Come Evening
I am home
Counting the Damage
Starting to Rebuild
You Know
I Never Give Up

Like a Mighty River

Like a Mighty River
Flowing from End to End
Is Your Love
Calm and Gentle
Spread between the Banks
Sheltering all the secrets
Nurturing everything in the Path
Benevolent
Yet ready to Roar
And meet any storm in the Eye
My Everything flows through You
I feel the power of Your Love
In my Heart

Self Analysis

I pull down the Shades
Light a Lavender Candle
And sit down in Buddha Position
Breath in Deep
Hold it and then Let it out
I look deep into My Consciousness
Find the Door
That leads to the Sub Conscious
Open the Flood Gates
and Turn on the Lights Inside
I want to  Know
Why am I dependent on You
Surely something there
Explains it All.